Wish I wasn't stuck on why
I spend my days now in a high to forget it
It's the pressure building up behind my eyes
My old friend, I need it
Saw you argue from your tower
Tried not to check back every hour
It's not easy
Cause we're fading and I'm losing my power
I miss it, I need it
And I know this is a cycle
Leaving Chicago won't change anything
And I know I'm in denial
But once in a while it gets through to me
Watched the curtains exhalation
They join me on my exploration
We're all breathing
We're alive but I'm still stuck on the causation
I'm searching, I'm reaching
And I know this is a cycle
Leaving Chicago didn't fix anything
And I know I read the Bible
But only denial and guilt followed me
I know I read the Bible
But only denial and guilt followed me
credits
credits
from Maladaptive Daydreaming,
released March 31, 2021
music and lyrics by hannah beeghly
vocals/guitar/piano - hannah
guitar - austin bourdon
mixed/mastered - chris beeble
Canadian singer, cellist, and producer filters sobering reflections on grief through a buoyant, balmy dream-pop lens. Bandcamp New & Notable Apr 13, 2022
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